warning: rant post-

-sorry joy, if i made you feel terribly awkward or sth, but i really cannot stand that certain chicken for making me feel so horrible okay. i'm the only sec3 left in that entire group. i feel really, really sian when thinking about it.
okay stop talking about the sarahleong and don'tknowwhat-
hope you'll understand, and know what i mean. :(

-somehow they must have thought that sec3s are really incompetent or sth. but then that thought is so irritating because we are not incompetent. think most of the time we are capable but then you just don't give us a chance. where do we put our face when talking to others- :(

-felt like a big fat sore loser when i heard about __. i thought you would know. but- :(

okay. its not worth dwelling on unhappy thoughts,
so i shall now dedicate the rest of the post to chaikaiqi :D

thank you kaiqi, for hearing me out today. felt so much better after talking to you and acting like a baby over the phone.
i really appreciated the time you set aside to talk to me.
was so hurt when i called you lah. i think you must have got a shock.
but then, really, thank you so much.
goodness, you really, really, made me smile(:
when all i could do in the beginning was to be so upset.
thank you for being so understanding(:
i think you're the only one that can really crack me up like crazy. :D

yays. tomorrow, i'll get to see man-lamb.
after almost one week of suffering without him.
during this time so sad, and then don't have him to comfort me;
study session, hope it'll it will! work out. :D
i'm sure kaiqi and i will be very, very, hardworking,
after which we'll reward ourselves with dvds yu-shows! x)
yayes.

replies:

poop; yeah. i think i get what you mean. :)

faith jie; haha, never knew you were so nice to chat to too. (: hope to meet up some day during our holidays! and oh yes. hope you'll get an A for literature! jiayous :D

joy; TSK. weekhiang never teach you photog skills ah! what ghost bike. and yesyes! i miss TP like crazy too. x(( i want the baked rice. omg. you haven't tried yet right! ayes. that gives us another reason to go back to TP! yippies :D


sigh.
i still have that withdrawal symptoms.
我哭-

11.26pm-
oh. and i think i forgot to mention the really dumb dream i had of kaiqi.
i think i was too obsessed with a certain unmentionable thing.
but ohmygoodness, come to think of it, i find it very silly, very snortable.
don't know what high socks-pants and some individual _ .
and also the target thing with the tissue paper obstacles. hyukhyuk.
i laugh-